confuse

I finish my tasks from clean out lab to English training in the week. live in regular life, repeating again and again, what's my desired?
where will I go? I don't know. maybe nobody can solve it. one thing is true. we are living! do your best! time is important that I know the principle.
when I can dedicate myself. what kind of work can I do? this is critical issue and I am doing know..
making more an extra effort..I hope.